Valorous Halcyon

It was some time in late March 2014. I had been weeping and weeping, for one whole month. Even in my own quiet room, I wept into sleep for countless nights. The sense of sorrow and loss was so strong I could hardly withstand. I wish I could end my life right there and then. There was no more five-hours Skype sessions every day, no more movie nights on Friday and Saturday. My flatmates could barely hear my cry because I cried silently. We have broken up for almost two months now. She was my first girlfriend. For some reasons we decided to put an end into this long distance relationship. I never really blamed her because of her indecisiveness, but the feeling of loss was real. I was upset and disappointed. Whenever  Awaken the Dawn by Stanton Lanier was being played on Spotify, my tears rolled down involuntarily. Yet I loved replaying the song. I did not want to move on. I was living in the past. The two months of sweetness and love. I drifted far away from God. Whatever He was...

Dear readers, It has come to my realisation that time is flying pass fairly quickly and ... It's sad to say I have only less than 6 months left before heading back home. How did that even happened?! Amidst all the busyness from courseworks, class tests, online tests bla bla bla... it just happened! Many things have happened in between too, but with the grace of God, He brought me out of all sorts of troubles. Each and every single time! Financial difficulties in particular this year, but I have emerged victorious. How great is the God I am serving, eh? This is a great testimony on its own which I will share next time.  Today is Easter Day, but what's special about Easter? This is the day for us to remember God's unconditional and unwavering love for each and everyone of us, believers and non-believers. We stand equal chance in the eyes of God. God chose us, not that we choose God. Even after my baptism two years ago at Equippers, I sometimes backslid-ed with all sor...

I bet most of the SPM'09 leavers has only one thing in their respective minds now, which is the their results that'd be announced next Thursday. Of course, i'm included in that particular category where the sense of nervousness totally overwhelming me each day and it is getting worst as the day becomes nearer and nearer. I have heard many of my friends worried so much and they even dreamed of their results, and i was just wondering why i didn't dream anything yet for now. My inquiry have been answered last night, and it was totally unpredictable. I dreamed that i get 7A+s and 3As, and it was so unbelievable as i have only aimed for 3A+s and 7As hopefully. I was just so happy, in the dream of course. I even thought that it was true, until the sounds from the renovation of my neighbor's house woke me up from the sweet dream. It was 9am by that time, and i just slumbered back to search back the dream, but it was unsuccessful. Anyway, i have slept for another 3 and a ha...